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Intimate portraits of a hospital COVID unit from a photojournalist-turned-nurse


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"Don't suffer like me, get the vaccine immediately. It's not only protecting yourself, its protecting people like me," says 72-year-old Joel Croxton. Croxton was fully vaccinated but had a weakened immune system. He died of COVID on September 14.

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Alan Hawes pulls up images on his computer that are raw and intimate, like the anguished eyes of a 72-year-old man in a hospital bed, trapped behind a mask.

"He was extremely scared, and I think that comes across in the photo," says Hawes.

"He's just kind of looking into the lens like, 'help me.' "

A photojournalist for nearly two decades, Hawes, 57, is used to taking pictures of people when they're most vulnerable.

 

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Alan Hawes, formerly a photojournalist and now a nurse at the Medical University of South Carolina, documented daily life for patients and hospital workers in the hospital's intensive care unit.

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Now he works as a registered nurse at the Medical University of South Carolina in Charleston, and the man in the picture was a patient.

"He told me, 'I don't ever want anyone to have to go through this.' "

Neither does Hawes. That's why he got the idea to start photographing his daily experiences with health-care workers and COVID patients in the critical care unit.

"If the public was more educated and could see what was going on and feel some of those emotions that I hope my photos show, I felt like it would make a bigger difference," says Hawes, whose photographs have been published by the Chicago Tribune, Sports Illustrated and the Associated Press.

 

Hawes especially hopes the images can change the minds of the unvaccinated. To the frustration of health-care workers, most new patients turning up at his hospital's emergency room have not been vaccinated, he says. And as the nation braces for another deadly wave due to the omicron variant, he expects the number of people seriously ill with COVID to go up.

With the permission of hospital officials, health-care workers and COVID patients, Hawes began taking photos on his own time. Many of the images are showcased on the hospital's Facebook page and have been featured in local news.

 
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Respiratory therapist Miriah Blevins peers out a window looking for assistance as she cares for a patient. When staffers are wearing personal protective equipment in a sealed room, they often need help.

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Left: Patient care technician Kelly Burchette comforts intensive care unit nurse Andrea Crain as she breaks down in tears after calling a patient's wife to tell her to come to the hospital because her husband is dying. "Everybody is dying and it just makes me so sad," Crain said. Right: A patient's prayer cloth is attached to an IV pole at the request of the patient's family.

Alan Hawes/ Medical University of South Carolina

Those images include a respiratory therapist peering through the blinds from inside a patient's window. She is trying to get another health-care worker's attention. She needs help to care for the patient but can't leave the room because she is in full protective gear. Dawes says he took this shot because "it just kind of shows how isolated we are when we're in those rooms."

Another is a close-up of a prayer cloth sealed in a plastic bag marked "do not throw away," attached to an IV pole. The cloth was made by a family member to provide comfort and spiritual strength to their mother, a COVID patient. The woman died in October.

Another photo captures a nurse crying after calling a patient's wife, urging her to come quickly because her husband is dying.

These are images fellow nurse Sarah Bucko, 40, knows all too well.

"I look at these pictures and I can tell you their names. I can tell you whether they lived or died, and how my coworkers were feeling that day," she says.

Bucko has worked at the hospital for nearly 20 years. She says she loves caring for people. But like millions of health-care workers across the country, she is exhausted — physically, mentally and emotionally.

 

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Hospital staff roll a COVID patient into the intensive care unit at the Medical University of South Carolina after being intubated in the emergency room. The patient's wife was also hospitalized with COVID.

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Left: registered nurse Crystal Foster dons her protective gear. She has had two mild COVID infections herself, the second time after being fully vaccinated. Right: ICU nurse Lauren Harfield writes information about blood oxygen levels on the window of the patient's door so it can be easily seen by medical staff.

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A team of nurses, patient care technicians and a respiratory therapist prepare to return a COVID patient to their back after 24 hours of lying on their stomach. That posture makes it easier to breathe and is a critical part of treatment for COVID patients in hospitals.

Alan Hawes/Medical University of South Carolina

Even after she's helped save a loved one's life, she says, some family members have told her they're still not sure they'll get vaccinated – and that the coronavirus is a hoax.

"I've been told by patients' families [who can't come to visit] that we are making this up to drum up business at the hospital," says Bucko.

"If anything," she adds, "I think these pictures show this is real."

 

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Left: Tala'Shea Foster uses Facetime to see her newborn son, delivered by emergency cesarean section because her COVID was so severe. Foster says she didn't know the vaccine was available for pregnant women. Right: Charles Roberts had a tube inserted in his nose to improve oxygen flow shortly after his hospital admission for COVID. By the end of the night, he was intubated.

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Steven Lavender recovers from COVID in the ICU after spending weeks isolated in a specialized COVID unit on a ventilator until he was no longer contagious. Lavender was unable to talk due to a tracheotomy, so his fiancée Mary Moore made a page in her journal that he could use to point to his needs. According to Moore, Lavender said he was "too busy" to go for a vaccine prior to getting COVID.

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But there are some people who have changed their minds about the COVID vaccine and have allowed Hawes to document their stories.

Steven Murray is one such patient.

Murray, who was not vaccinated, believed he could fight off COVID like the flu when he reluctantly went to the emergency room just before Labor Day.

Hawes photographed him sitting in a chair with tubes up his nose.

"I was like no, not me. I'm tough. I'm 37 years old. I'm not going to die," he says.

 

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Steven Murray did not get the vaccine. "I thought that if I got COVID, I'd be able to fight it off like the flu. Boy was I wrong. There is nothing you could have told me to make me get the vaccine. After this experience, I'm telling everyone I know to get it now. The grim reaper was reaching out for me. I was scared."

Alan Hawes/Medical University of South Carolina

But within an hour of being admitted, Murray says doctors told him he would likely not leave the hospital alive if he didn't get intubated — inserting a tube into the trachea to maintain an airway.

Stubbornly, he refused and now admits he was scared he would die if put on a ventilator.

He survived.

When health care staffers asked he'd decided against getting vaccinated, Murray says he told them, "because I'm a dumbass."

Murray says he bought into what he calls the misinformation and politics surrounding the pandemic. He goes out of his way to share his story whenever he can and "when I tell them, I'm like please, please, please get the vaccine. If you haven't gotten it, please."

"We need to give these people a break because eventually they are going to break," says Murray.

 

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Dr. Denise Sese (left) discusses a patient's plan of care with nurse Ericka Tollerson in the COVID intensive care unit.

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The COVID ICU has a red zone that's sealed with negative pressure air to keep the airborne virus particles from leaving the room. Staff are required to wear full PPE, including N-95 respirators and eye protection, for most of their 12-hour shifts.

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Hawes doesn't know how people will react to his photos, but he hopes the images will be educational.

"The more people see, the more they understand, and the better decisions people make," says Hawes.

"That's what journalism is about."

https://www.npr.org/sections/health-shots/2021/12/26/1066395049/intimate-portraits-of-a-hospital-covid-unit-from-a-photojournalist-turned-nurse

 

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